my mother’s waltz

Crouched in the stairwell

cloaked in shadows

I watch my mother

in the kitchen

waltz

 

Her faded housecoat

cinched tight

around soft waist

flaps against varicose legs

One-two-three-one-two-three-one-

Arms embracing air

she swirls

 

Her fuzzy pink slippers flip-flopping

half a beat

behind

Edith Piaf on the radio in

three-four time

 

Huffing and puffing

She twirls

around uncleared table

Toes dance with yesterday’s crumbs

She spins

 

and sees me.

 

Her face flushed

eyes bright

She smiles

forgets to cover with apologetic hand

her missing tooth

 

“Listen to her sing,” she beams

“It must be a very sad song!” and she waltzes away

as the kettle whistles

off-key